It has been long time since I got here,and I have a strong feeling that I don't very fit in here, but I should take effort to make it possible to get along with them,even if there's a long way to go because I've no other choice......
There is a question I always ask myself: What's the happiness in my life? In order to get the answer to it,I caught myself in trouble all the time,I wonder if God really cares about me or even rejects to make me feel what happiness is!
Am I right to blame this?Perhaps no, Figure that I should take the whole thing into my own hands,there must be something I can make real...... Don't make me crazy God......